3.03.2005

Normally, I think I'm a pretty laid-back, emotionally dead person. [There could be some people that would argue with that.] But lately, I've been feeling the oddest things, and getting emotional about silly things. Maybe it's the fact that we're getting married in nine days and pressure is starting to get to me. I don't know. Here are some examples of some unexpected outbursts.

1. This morning, I got "the rage" when I got stuck in a snow bank. Not just the normal rage, but the screaming, swearing, punching the steering wheel rage. I cursed the snow, the ice, my car, my tires, myself and western NY in general. Not my finest hour. The rage continued when I got to my morning bagel place and I saw that people were parked stupid and taking up more than their fair share of parking lot. Rat bastards. I think I was two steps away from marching into the bagel place and calling everyone in there a worthless piece of slime for making me park in the second lot. I'm glad I didn't do that, I'd never be able to show my face there again. The rage has since dissipated. Good thing or I would've had holes punched in the walls of my tiny little office.

2. You know the comic, "For Better or Worse"? The one with the Canadian family? It's not the coolest thing to admit, but I've been reading it for most of my life. There were a couple of years when I didn't read it, so last month I was reading some of the archives and was reading the series where their dog, Farley, died. I was at work, and just starting crying into my keyboard. I'm getting teary now, just thinking about it. Dog stuff always gets to me. Our wonderful family dog, Casey, passed away in January. Maybe that might have had something to do with it.

Those are some of the most extreme examples. But I've been really nervous and excited and happy and sad and nervous some more all the time. It's all good stuff. (and I'm not just talking about all the presents...) Good times all around.

And even more exciting news...
The Red, White & Crue tour is coming to town on September 2.

Now, there's something to look forward to. \m/ \m/

1 Comments:

Blogger Kris said...

I'm trying out some new comments.

It's not quite there yet...

3/07/2005 06:53:00 PM  

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