9.30.2002

Ok, it's 7:45 pm and I made it through the day without buying a pack of smokes. (or smoking anything) I can feel the "edge" coming on. Tomorrow should be a nice edgy day for me. Hopefully, I'll be able to hide out in my office all day and avoid all the cheerful non smokers in the building. This is so stupid, because on a normal not quitting day, I would not be constantly thinking about the demon smokes. I'd smoke on the way home from work, maybe have one when I took the dog out, but that would be it for the night. Now, I'm sitting here, trying to rationalize how I could go and smoke.

krisobi's latest rationalizations for starting to smoke again...
1. If I WALK to the convenience store to buy a pack, that would be ok, because I'd be getting some exercise, it would be a trade off.
2. I've smoked for so long, what does a couple of more weeks/month matter?
3. I have nothing to do in the car when I'm driving.

That's all I have for now, but I'm sure as the night goes on, I'll be able to think of more reasons why it's a bad idea for me to quit this week.

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