Ok my archives are back now. Damn fucking hackers. Grrrrrr..... If you are going to hack someone's site, make it a Wal-Mart or some right wing Christian coalition anti-abortion site. Blogger's pretty cool.

Jeez, so many posts (and an actual link) in one day, you'd think I had nothing to do or nowhere to go...

The real live actual krisobi.com is currently under production. I'm being held up by some color issues, and trying to decide what I actually want to put on it and how I want it to look. Basically every decision is holding me up. I think I'm going to have to get another career. Hopefully it will be up maybe sometime later this week? I mean I got nothing else to do or nowhere else to go. Oh wait, New Year's Eve is tomorrow. I think I'm going to a party, I don't think I'll get laid or get into a fight. Uh-huh. It ain't no big thing. But you know what I like... Sorry, I slipped into Lita Ford mode for a minute. Part of me isn't into going to a party, but it will be good for me to actually leave the house and maybe meet some new people. Oh and I have to go get Phoebe from my dad. I hope she remembers me. It's been over 2 weeks. And I tend to sleep to late when she's not here to get my ass out of bed because she has to go out.

This man is my new hero. I laughed my ass off at the Laid Off movie. Except for the porn and the strip club, he described my life almost exactly. It's almost bizarre.

Where did my archives go?

I think I'll be totally chiche and talk about my resolutions for the new year. Usually I make half ass ones, and don't stick to them. Maybe because I don't really care. But this year, I got nothing else to do but care.

First Resolution:
Stop totally fucking smoking. It's been about 10 years now, it's time to quit. Intellectually I don't want to smoke anymore, but emotionally I love it. It's good times for me. If it wasn't so gross, I'd have the biggest ashtray on the coffee table and smoke all freakin day. But it is gross and I guess bad for you and lots of guys wouldn't date someone who smokes. I have enough problems with boys, I don't need to add to them. So the smoking goes. It will be sorely missed. I've cheated a little bit on this one, it's been 2 weeks since I had one.

Second Resolution:
Find a job. Jeez, you think?

Third Resolution:
Lose some weight. I've put on some weight and not very happy with the way I look. That leads to a poorly projected self-image that people negatively respond to. And if I can lose 10-15 pounds, my wardrobe will increase.

Fourth Resolution:
Be honest with myself about what I want to do with my life and not be so influenced by what I think I should want.

Fifth Resolution:
If I want to do something, do it. Don't worry about what people will think or say. As long as it doesn't negatively impact anyone.

That's enough for now.

I could really totally smoke a whole pack of cigarettes now.

Wow. A whole month since posting. It's a good thing I'm keeping up with this blog. Maybe there hasn't been much to say. Maybe the fact that there's not enough to say or talk about would totally depress the fuck out of me after seeing it typed out. There is still no job yet. This shit is starting to get to me. It's been almost four fucking months. Am I that much of a loser? Maybe.

Christmas has passed. Merry Happy Christmas. I wasn't in the most jolly of moods this year. But it was nice to see my family in Colorado. And if I was employed, I wouldn't have been able to spend so much time out there. (10 whole days) Decorated the tree, ate lots of food, made Christmas cookies, wrapped presents, etc. etc. I got to hear some lectures and maybe some career guidance from the official adults. There wasn't much I could use, since I'm not at all interested in becoming a teacher. Or moving to Boulder.

Thank god this fucking year is going to be over in a couple of days. My year-long horoscope from Glamour magazine says 2002 is going to be my year. 2002 adds up to 4, and 4 does it for me. Normally I don't believe in horoscopes, but I dug what this one said. I hope it's true.

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Hey I'm testing this out. But Woz totally rocks anyway.