I know for sure now. It's weird not having a job. It's been a dark week so far. I'm going in today to finish up a couple of things and then stick a fork in me, I'm done. I'm really going to miss the people I worked with. They were a lot of fun. I'm very sad to leave.

My car decided to break yesterday. The horn started going off for no reason. Apparently there was some sort of short somewhere. I spent the day at the dealership, but thankfully everything was covered under the warranty.

When I have more energy, I'll probably expand on the last couple of days. They've been strange.

Ok, this week officially sucks. Found out yesterday that I will be unemployed on Friday. I'm hoping that something will happen that lets me keep my job for a little while longer, but I'm thinking probably not. I haven't started freaking out quite yet. I'm going to let Friday go down and see what happens. Then I think I might be freaking the shit out. It's a good thing I have that $30 in my saving account to tide me over.

But if this all had happened a couple of weeks ago, I would probably be more upset than I am now. After all the things that went down last week, my life is not that bad. Things will get better. It's all kind of funny in an ironic sort of way. My perspective has changed a bit.

I'm sitting here thinking about all this shit I have in my cube. There's a lot of fucking crap to take home. And unlike, when I left my last job, there's nothing here that I want to try to requistion. But when I left the last job, I had 2 weeks to clean the shit out, now I have what, 2 days? And how is it going to go? Is everyone going to be around watching? How horrible. This sucks. I really like this job. Or I did. I think the plan is going to be to pack my shit up and go back up north. That's what I wanted to eventually anyway. I just really wanted to have a job before I went and not have gone home a complete failure loser who was running back home because I couldn't make it anywhere else. This is really hard. I've never lost a job before. I'm not sure how I should deal with it. I guess I just need to get another job and move on. Hopefully I won't be jobless for long. Maybe a month or two.

Nope, no word yet. Maybe tomorrow. I keep thinking I did something stupid.

Ok. Here's a good one. Just leave the dogs alone.

I feel happy right now. It's an unfamiliar feeling. At least lately. I hope it lasts.

Is there anyone else who is as fascinated with the paper shredder as I am? I just go around looking for stuff to shred. I always wanted to be a shredder.

This is weird. My after lunch fortune cookie said, "Be prepared to modify your plan." Now there are some big plans in the works. And some smaller insignificant plans. Which ones are supposed to be modified? Fucking fortune cookie.I'll have a better idea of my future plans after Friday.

I had an excellent weekend. :) We'll see what happens.

Thank god it's officially September. Fall is almost here. Hello long-sleeves and jeans.