Ok, this week officially sucks. Found out yesterday that I will be unemployed on Friday. I'm hoping that something will happen that lets me keep my job for a little while longer, but I'm thinking probably not. I haven't started freaking out quite yet. I'm going to let Friday go down and see what happens. Then I think I might be freaking the shit out. It's a good thing I have that $30 in my saving account to tide me over.

But if this all had happened a couple of weeks ago, I would probably be more upset than I am now. After all the things that went down last week, my life is not that bad. Things will get better. It's all kind of funny in an ironic sort of way. My perspective has changed a bit.

I'm sitting here thinking about all this shit I have in my cube. There's a lot of fucking crap to take home. And unlike, when I left my last job, there's nothing here that I want to try to requistion. But when I left the last job, I had 2 weeks to clean the shit out, now I have what, 2 days? And how is it going to go? Is everyone going to be around watching? How horrible. This sucks. I really like this job. Or I did. I think the plan is going to be to pack my shit up and go back up north. That's what I wanted to eventually anyway. I just really wanted to have a job before I went and not have gone home a complete failure loser who was running back home because I couldn't make it anywhere else. This is really hard. I've never lost a job before. I'm not sure how I should deal with it. I guess I just need to get another job and move on. Hopefully I won't be jobless for long. Maybe a month or two.