This week I've made a pretty good effort to change my eating habits to something a little more normal and not quite the eat-everything-that-is-around plan that I have had going forever. Part of it is being closer to 30 and wanting to be a good looking 30, another part is just not being happy with the way I look. And how can I expect anyone else to find me attractive if I don't. And an even bigger part is that I need to cut down the food budget. So I started eating this organic soup for lunch that Wegman's had on sale. (4 for $5) It's actually pretty good. I've been bringing in a couple of apples to snack on. One in the morning and one in the afternoon. Some carrot sticks for more snacking in the afternoon. And lastly some soynuts. They aren't the best tasting things, but the salted ones aren't bad. I'm getting used to them. And then for dinner I've been trying to have a sandwich. (Last night it was 2, but the tunafish was really good)

So what's my problem today? I am so craving Taco Bell. One of those new steak quesadillas and a soft taco supreme. Mmmmmmmm.... I have $4 in my wallet, which is enough for the Bell-goodness. Should I give in? Is this a test? Will I continously backslide into my previous eating orgy? This is the discussion that's been going on in my brain for most of the morning.